"Diksha"; the little push that
It all started the 2nd of February
in a Wednesday, when mi Tai-Chi professor and friend Ravi called me to cancel de
Tai-Chi class we had the next day. In fact I really wanted to go so it
frustrated me a little. But the reason was because there was going to be a
“Diksha” in Barcelona.
He asked me to go but it didn’t really convince me. The next day he texed me a
message asking me to please tell a friend that there wasn’t going to be class
that day, since he didn’t have a movil. I tried to locate her, but I couldn’t,
so I had to call Ravi to tell him.
After talking to him for a while he explained me more about Diksha and from my
inside a very spontaneous reaction came to me and I said “well I will go, any
experience that will help me unblock myself, I’ll be happy to experience.”
My situation of that time was much limitated, a the lung operation and the death
of my father for terminal cancer, a neumotorax, and the separation of my parents
etc…. Was a big reason why I wanted to receive Diksha with a great
The Diksha was going to be given in Happy yoga and Alexis Schafer was going to
give it. I’ve never seen a woman with such presence. In the beginning Ravi told
me it was free, which was the primary reason that made me go. Je, je. But in
fact the only thing that was free was the conference before the Diksha. Which
you can imagine that I went without paying.
Well the conference started and I
began to relax in a very suspicious way.
I closed my eyes so I could relax
even more, suddenly my right ear unplugged and energy started to flow in. Good
Mother of God!! Like you can imagine, for one instant I was very nervous but
then I started to breath in a relaxed way.
I thought they had begun giving diksha. But the first thing that passed threw my
mind was: “maybe while I was distracted Ravi and Nuria, which were laughing in
the back of me, plugged me the energy, those bastards!!! Ja, ja… But later I
realized that after 10 minutes Alexis was done giving the conference and she
began to place us in a circle so she could start giving Diksha.
I couldn’t move and when I tried I began to feel dizzy, but suddenly my state
changed and I began to laugh without stopping. Lucky me the Diksha didn’t do
anything else!! Because if it had, I would’ve ended in the LIVI…
Later on I opened my movil and realized it was my Saint, the 3rd of
February, which made me have a lot of missing calls and messages of all family.
For me it has been the best gift that anyone has ever given me in the day of my
Thank you Amma Bhagavan. The next
morning it was like a party, since from that day I hadn’t been able to breath
form my nose. And just a few hours after I woke up I realized that I was
breathing form my nose!!! And also when I was heading towards my job, I began to
contemplate the trees, not just looking how I used to. They looked so real. What
Joy!!! In these moments I have the certainty to say that in that Diksha my
entire life changed.
And a few weeks after I decided to go on an interior journey and do the 21 day
process in august in India.
P.D. Evidently I cleared my debt
published in spanish in july 13 2005